Saturday, January 08, 2005

yep yep. Came back from the chalet trip a few hours ago and boy am I glad to be home...

sunday - Technically we were supposed to leave on saturday, but because Liz screwed up on the budget for the chalet trip we had to cut a day PLUS pay 30 extra bucks. So a nice total of 150 bucks total.

I made 4 dozen donuts and 12 croissants. Because some moron badly placed the donuts in the car or something, they ended up all squished and the icing was all over the boxes and NOT on the donuts.

I binged on 2 donuts and 1 cookie and I purged. I couldn't believe that I had purged.[/p][p]monday - Wake up feeling like ass. I went to bed at 10pm and the others were still awake. I just didn't want to be there. I ate a bowl of cereal with banana, and something else. Then went to purge once more.

I wanted to go skating. Nobody wanted to go, so I went alone. After an hour of ice skating I get back and they ask me where I've been. Liz asks "why dyou go alone?" Heck. I ain't staying on my ass to play fucking videogames out on a chalet trip.

The place is a bloody mess. People are playing videogames and leaving all of their crap everywhere. Bowls of soup here, cups of tea there.

At 10pm, they go sliding since they use the same hill that the skiers do after it closes down. I don't want to ruin my back cause 4 people hurt themselves last year. Two other people stay behind to watch anime and play smash brothers.

I went to my room and cried. I drank a bottle of smirnoff ice thingy. I cut. A lot. More than I ever had. I have 61 cuts from a simple blade. I just wanted to be in david's arms, but he wasn't there. It was so late that I didn't want to call him and besides, silly me can't remember his number. I was typsy and I couldn't remember much from that night.

tuesday - I wake up at 7am and there is a small towel strapped to my arm. There was dried blood all over it and my arm was all brown from the coagulated blood. I just went back to sleep hoping that when I'll wake up, the week would have gone by and it would be time for us to leave.

Howard and Danny poke me awake at 4:00pmish and took a "wake-up call picture" (tradition at the chalet trips for the ones who sleep in a bit too much). I'm in a zombish state and Howard asks what happened to my arm. I covered my head and arm under a pillow and tried not to move. They left..

I get into the kitchen and the place is a mess. I just picked up any dishes and put them in the sink. I won't sure as hell clean them. They're the slobs, not I. People were complaining that they were missing things so they're going on a second trip to the grocery store since we've arrived. Eliz and someone else already got the food on the 30th. They shouldn't be going to get more food. But hey, they only need more soda cause they already finished the 10 bottles of soda that they showed up with.

I go swimming with Alex, Steph, Danny, and Andrew. I showed my cuts to Alex cause I didn't know what to do. I couldn't hide. David asked her to take care of me while I was gone and that's what she did. She lent me Cat's arm band things so that I could go swimming and if I wanted to wear a t-shirt i could use them. Without her this week would have been even more painful.I am thankful that she was there for me.

wednesday - I get downstairs to see that someone has eaten my bread. I am ultra peeved. I brought my own food, labeled the cupboard that it was mine with Alex and Steph and they went digging into my stuff.

I have to admit, that day, I was a bore. They went horseback riding and I didn't want to go cause #1 saving money #2 could hurt my back if they start running. I stay back at the chalet with 4 other people who end up watching 2 movies of ghost in the shell. I felt like such a blob. Afterwards, a bit of smash brothers, but even then that got annoying.

I went grocery shopping with Eliz and Howard because they were ranting about not having enough food and drinks. They buy 5 bags of chips. I got one as well, the multigrain stuff. They get 6 bottles of pepsi and more bread for them.

Suppertime! These people do not know how to organise their crap. They make spaghetti enough for over 20 people and when we got to the kitchen the plates were already done. 'Bout 5 cups of spaghetti each person! SICK! I asked mine to be smaller. Their smaller portion is 3 cups. There was also garlic bread and some salad which they put the dressing BEFORE and didn't dry the leaves so they were all slimy and crap. They ended up having to throw almost half of the stuff cause they forgot to bring saran wrap. Idiots.

I went swimming again and have some fun with Alex.Come back from swimming the chip bags are nearly empty. I grab about 2 handfuls of my stuff and watch the fire.

thursday - I have some nuked apples with cereal and cinnamon with brown sugar for breakfast. The others made bacon with eggs. Andrew wasn't feeling well so he slept in. When he came down there was nothing left for him and Howard. They ended up eating hot-dogs for brekkies. They even drank his apple cider.

I clean up a bit cause the dirt and clutter is making me sick. I found a glass IN THE FUCKING COUCH. These people!!! *rips out hair* These people already broke 3 glasses on this trip. They are so irresponsible!

We decide to make some pudding. Megan takes some, eats 2 spoons, leaves everything on the table with her friend Robyn to go for a massage. They come back and everything is still on the table including some of the crap from other people and megan asks why is everything such a mess. I told her that I didn't feel like picking up after other people like they were two year olds. They didn't like that.

I go swimming with Alex and some other people. Don't remember who.Come back and there's tuna casserole made with chips as a crust *shudder* It was ALRIGHT, but so fatty. Alex doesn't like fish and Andrew had gotten an allergic reaction awhile ago and didn't take the risk. All they had left was left-overs.

At 10pm, Alex, me, Steph, Andrew, megan, and robyn stay at the chalet while the rest go sliding. Alex, Steph, and I crank up the music we like and open up the smirnoff popper drinks and dance for almost 3 hours. The others come back after 2 hours and ask us what the hell we're doing. We ask them if they want to dance and they decline. They sit down and play more videogames.

That was the first time during the whole trip that all three got to let go and it was the first night that I actually ENJOYED my stay.

friday - Wake up earlier than pretty much everyone else to grab what I can from the fridge that is still edible. I had toast with strawberry jam. I notice that there is a 2 LITRE bottle of chocolate syrup. WHAT THE FUCK. Retarded. They barely put a dent in it.

Alex asks me if other people could eat my dried fruit. I said only if it was her or Steph. Or others with my permission. Because there wasn't much junk food and sweet stuff megan and robyn went digging into my food even it was labeled and Alex told them it was mine. READ!!!!!

I read mangas for the morning. Something different for a change. I go ice skating with Alex.

Steph talked to Pauline on the phone to find out that David didn't end up moving out. The owner of the building apparently lost the key somewhere, so David would have been able to come! I was really peeved at that. The only reason I was going to the chalet was to be able to be with him. He couldn't go so I thought I could try to be friendly with friends I barely know anymore. That still somewhat didn't work.

For supper there was ham, rice, and veggies. The rice was overcooked (dry) and the ham was super salty. I didn't have ham in ages so I thought it was normal. It sure was, but my stomach didn't like it. INDEGESTION MAN. Oi. Alex, Scott, and I went swimming and I had to go to the can twice cause of diarehha. NOT FUN.

I went to bed "early" cause I didn't want to end up rushing like a chicken without a head the next morning to pack my stuff. I packed most of my belongings the night before and read a few mangas trying to get some sleep while the others were partying with music past 3am and yelling and screaming cause they were playing a game as well.

saturday - I am one of the first people up. I packed my stuff and brought it down. I was the first to have packed all of my stuff. Eliz and Cat were sleeping in the living room on the floor and scott was in the kitchen picking up his things.

Poor guy. During most of the trip he was working his ass off for the whole sound system and computers. He made strawberry and rhubarb crisp and people poked and proded the stuff cause it looked funny. It was damn good stuff. Some people are just careless and heartless. And they don't even think before they speak.

Eventually the rest wake up nearly an hour before we have to leave. Eliz and Liz talk about money issues with Victor cause he had lent them money cause some people couldn't afford to pay the extra 30$. Eliz didn't want to give back any money to Ross since he cancelled at the last minute because of family issues. Actually, she didn't want to give him the money cause she didn't want his friends in the chalet in the first place, even though they didn't come. Most of us agreed to give him back 80 to 100 dollars back to him.

I get a lift from Alex's mum to go back home. We end up going to Nickels for brekkies with Waylan, Andrew, and Andrew's mum. We discussed about the whole deal and Andrew wants to organise it next year. Eliz has a superiority complex problem or something. If it's not her way she'll be pissed at you. A LOT. or she just walks away.

so yea. technically I only had fun after the dancing and all of friday. nice week Off eh?

*sigh*

this feels SO much better getting it all off my chest! Of course I've blabbed to my mum, the people during the brekkies at nickels, and david, but getting pretty much everything out felt nice. ^_^

princess ;
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